i got my aggie ring. its pretty. that is all.

Bradley died. he is dead. i am sad. i want my friend back.

nothing has seemed... worthy enough to update about but... life is alright... same ol same ol...

i am so ready to be out of college

and i need a good massage

and a cup of coffee

you reach a point
after long days of thinking
about everything
negative
where you throw it all
out the window
and realize
just how LUCKY
you are
to be just YOU
and anybody you are with
better feel
DAMN
LUCKY
to get a smidge of your
precious time
and if they get more
than just a smidge
of your time
they best know
that they
are with
the culmination
of everything
that is BEAUTIFUL
and nobody else
is as
FABULOUS
as
YOU.

i am fabulous.

i am at camp. i love camp. alot.

why can't i drop the things that bother me so much then?

its taking away from everything else.

i love camp.
i love friends.
i love cheeseburger soup.

i dont love chiggers
i dont love copperheads
i dont love being neurotic about silly things

i love music
i love staff 07
i love lamp

i think you should send me a letter. so i can write you back. okay great.

ironic isnt it
that
on the first day that has been a really great day for me in a long time,
i mean i have no complaints about today,
none whatsoever
that we face a monstrous crisis like the massacre at Virginia Tech.

the irony. oh the irony.

we wish and hope for some relief to our self-proclaimed misery
we get it
and you almost want to abandon that relief because so many others are facing real misery

my prayers go out to Virginia Tech

points of interest about my good day:
i have been to easterwood airport for the first time
i am actually good at mariokart (tested and proven)
i can be productive
i am a true college student because i can now say ive seen clerks and mallrats
i have a job this summer, and am a director for an organization on campus

but like i said

my thoughts and prayers are with Virginia Tech

not sure why i felt like writing an entry... but i dont know. i feel like i have a lot to say, and no way to express it properly.

take chances, make mistakes and get messy! -ms.frizzle. love.


You know you wanna
Just LET GO
It's time to roll down the windows
Sing it oh oh
Yeah all we need so here we go

 This flood
is slowly rising up swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet,
Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition
so
I'll swim
as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down
And now all I can see
are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I

slow down

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark
blue
(dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room
when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning down
Dark
blue
(dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room
well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning

dark blue

hey stalker, call me and tell me i'm great. thanks.

i hate this game.
the waiting.
the watching the phone.
the indecisiveness.
crazy.

in other news. i have a lot of new music. and its neat.

mission trip was the best in the whole world, and i cant help but say i am SO excited about hanging out with those people ;)
LOVE.

4 tests, one paper, 2 quizzes, 3 days! ugh its been bad. but all thats over. alls i got left is one class, one lab and then i get to forget about school and think all about the mission trip and finding some way to hang out with everyone i want to when i get back that thursday.

and to waste some time. i am going to do a survey.

this weekend, INSANE MUCH?

wednesday, class, teeth, fat/num face, grilled cheese at jacobs and 23 that night

thursday, go to class, tralala... take nice nap, go to jacobs to play with everyone, hung with Laura an HUnter... and then that ended abruptly, and adventures were had

friday, go to class, figure out the weekend, drive to la grange, pick up stuff at the hill for daycamp, go to latte on the square and chill with casey for a bit, drive to houston, dinner with the rents and zoe at barton creek, mm tasty, drive to forever away to connors house, we go chill in the woodlands before seeing hannibal rising for his birthday, almost steal some crazy bible people's sign that were telling everyone that movies are satan's way of gaining followers, drive him home, drive me home

saturday, wake up at 7, go to walmart, buy potting soil, drive to salem, meet David for coffee and scones, find out we have to plan the whole day, including 2 worships, plan them, play with kids all day, got called short and told i had a mustache and that david and i were brother-sister/husband-wife/friends/friends-who-need-to-dump-each-other etc. drive to another movie theatre, wander around walmart, call dad and find out we get steak, go to walmart again, drive through houston traffic to my house, eat steak and watch a bit of pulp fiction with margaritas and the rents, go see zodiac, drive home, and when i mean home i mean college station

sunday, wake up sore, and i mean whole-body-i-shouldnt-move-or-ill-die sore, realise that i have hell week approaching before spring break, the works, 3 tests and a paper... mmmm...

so things youll want to know:
23, was entertaining, got bad reviews, but like i said it was entertaining, and i had fun for the rest of the night looking for 23, i mean, we got in the car and my mileage addded to 23, the time added to 23, and i got my name to 23, jacob's, kyles, lauras... it was great

hannibal rising, it sucks, dont go see it. but if you want a more in-depth synopsis, it just doesnt even begin to compare to silence of the lambs, it was long, and slow, i mean the gore parts were about what you would expect, and the guy is creepy-enough to be lecter, but i dont know... hannibal the samuai? i dont buy it.

zodiac, very long, not what i was expecting, but i was pleasantly surprised, worth watching if you are in the mood.

tyler, i owe you presents for missing your show, hence i need your address!!!!

thats all i got. more later? perhaps.

so this weekend==rockin
spring break trip, gonna be==rockin
life is==rockin

wednesday night. HUMP DAY! (no pun intended)

today i:
finished and turned in a paper
watched custer's last stand
rushed to the dentist
had crazy dentist time
roommate bought tivo
watched project runway (season 2)

thoughts on judging msc townhall's variety show:
so fun
mariachi band = fabulous
acapella group singing island and the sun/ accidentally in love = my favorite
magic/mc donalds song guy = such a winner
tonight, aggie wranglers!

looking foreward to:
tommorrow night
friday afternoon - sunday
greys?
top design?

not looking foreward to:
test tommorrow
friday  morning
foldling clothes
cleaning my room